Day 91 of waiting for the za to come

I don't mean Zaza like Marijuana, I mean pizZA like the last two letters of pizza. That's clever isn't it? Look where that got me...being clever. I love that movie. Anyway, I am currently sitting at my desk, starving because my mom called me just as I was going to satiate my appetite to say she's bringing pizza home. She first has to pick up my sister, Mark my words...my sister better not take her time with this one. I want my za (again, pizza not Marijuana). While I wait, let's get into the thick of it...

• Trying acid for the first time!!!
• She's kinda literally me tho 
• Velocity/Design/HEAT!!!
• Woahh, free time! I remember that...
• Conspiracy girl I'm obsessed with

Yeah, I tried acid, it's kinda cool. I guess. It didn't really make me high or anything, it just kinda made my skin burn. Which one's do the stoners recommend, i tried hydrochloric acid, methanoic acid, ethanoic acid, propanoic acid and butanoic acid. Prop and but acid should be swapped around because prop is the prefix for 3 and but is the prefix for 4 in organic chemistry. Anyway, point is, I didn't get high! What gives? I even smelled all of the acids. When that failed, I tried alcohol only to realize that didn't work either...I tried methanol, ethanol, propanol (1-ol, not 2-ol, yes there's propan-1-ol and propan-2-ol) and butanol. Then I tried mixing them up and as they do in scarface, I snorted that stuff but still no effect except a headache. I think I might have a natural tolerance because of all the drugs that I definitely and totally do on a daily basis like...ummm...speed (trials)...ummm...coke (a cola)...weed (from my garden) and I obviously mentioned za. On a more serious note though we had to work with acids in chemistry and I got partnered up with my friend. Most stressful practical of all time because the acids can burn through skin but that's not why it was so stressful. I can't be slacking in front of my science teacher. I had to bring my A game. I was so precise too, anything for her! I made my February playlist about her and she probably doesn't even know what a spotify is but it's there!

Speaking of teachers. There's a teacher that I have a lot of respect who isn't my science teacher but actually my second language teacher. I hope I don't slip up and accidentally say the actual language, please Slip_moth, be conscious of what you're writing. I have a lot of respect for my second language teacher because we share similar political beliefs. She's a lot less left leaning than I am but I'll take what I can get! I was so tired in her class but couldn't catch any sleep because she gets really passionate when teaching and she literally yells. I've seen her reprimand people and she scolds people in a softer voice than when she's teaching. I was kinda mad, like I'm tryna sleep here. Anyway, she was talking about poetry and I don't know if it was my morning thought instinct, you know when you wake up and have a massive realization or revelation but I had that...I realized that my Spanish teacher is literally me talking about Hamlet, I was talking to my sister about Hamlet and she was begging me to stop. That's all I have to say for this section.

Having design in the heat was pain. What makes it worse was that i started walking there. Ohhhh, it should be an easy walk, I've done it before! I thought so naively, that was winter, Slip_moth! It's summer now! I got there and it was so unproductive too. I did almost no work, I'm gonna fail. Anyway, there's nothing like leaving design class and realizing that I had the entire Friday to myself with no design! I used to have design every Friday and while all the other kids were playing I would spend my whole Friday in design class. How tragic. Sometimes my school had Fridays where we could leave early and I couldn't enjoy that because I still had design. Not having to have that every Friday is great. I left class today singing that Murder on the dancefloor song.

Also, I made time for myself...what? On a day when I had design I made free time? I took breaks? I did stuff that wasn't school work? I read some manga, remember when I did that? I'm reading Aria and it's really peaceful, poorly translated but I always feel shitty for pointing that out, if I know what's being said, that's good enough for me. I was just giving a heads up that the pirated version might not have the best translation. Then I watched this anime called Grandblue Dreaming and I kinda love it, why's it so funny, it makes me laugh so hard. I can't! It's so unbelievably funny. 

Thank you for reading until now, I don't want to link this account because I feel like she's problematic but I found this conspiracy theory account and she's so funny. Like she actually believes this stuff. She believes that her clothes are killing her, that the Mandela effect isn't real which it isn't but she's correct in the most wrong way because she believes the Mandela effect was created by the government to erase history! That's so absurd??? What???? Excuse me! I kinda love her though, I even watched Hasan react to her and that was such a funny video, his chat was also simping over her. Do people still say that I guess thirsting is a more appropriate term to use. I kinda get it though, Im not into her because she's a weird right wing, probably anti Semitic, conspiracy theorist on Tiktok but if she was progressive and wasn't so...you know? Mentally unsound, I might have been interested. He kept calling her a divorced step mom, that's mean, can people stop being mean to middle-aged women! I called her mentally unsound but if she wasn't a middle-aged women, I'd call her insane. Oh yeah the pizza got here, it's not worth the hype, they put cheese on that ruined the whole thing and it was really sad because I waited so long. Good night, I guess, have a good one and if you treat yourself to some za, please get a good one!