the future

am i the only one who cant see the future? but not i a sui cidal way but like,, rich ppl and climente change way,, you know what i mean? like idk i really cant see the future and i want to!! it makes me so anxios cuz i rlly do wanna be in GOOD future you know what i mean? and even if there will be a future, will it be good? cuz tbh i think ill be a whore or on the steet because of how hard life is like i finished schoole but i didnt do the tests and all so i cant go to a well paying job but my country does have this thing that you can at any age get a degree but of course youll have to learn for that haha and im way more scared to be a whore cuz i dont let my MOM see me with swimsute so a stranger to do awfull things with me??? just the thout of it scares me!!!! i just want to be able to do whatever i want and to be able to controle EVERYTHING wont it be the best? so sad its not like that smh