Venting

I really need to get this out there. I'm sick of the way my mother treats me she yell and berates me like I'm still fucking four years old. I'm not four years old by the way!!!!! I'm capable of mature conversation!!!! No need for fucking screaming matches!!! It sucks cuz I know she's smart, and what she says is usually like, kinda correct but the way she does it is so frustrating. And I only yell back cuz what else am I supposed to do!!!! At this point its my only way to defend myself from all the yelling. And maybe I'd take accountability more if I wasn't be screamed at!!!! It sucks and is so frustrating cuz I don't hate her be she is so hard to deal with when there is even the smallest thing wrong.

Also fuck this college shit I'm genuinely pissed about what happened with one of my applications.

At least I know I got accept somewhere so its not too much of a big deal....