Friends

I guess I was always a bit 'weird'. People called me scary or said I make weird jokes. Some people just tell me they don't want to be around me, which is fine I like being alone. Sometimes I wonder what'd it be like to live in a box with just myself. I might get bored but even now outside the box I find ways to distract myself. I do try to make friends. Sometimes it works for a little bit we'll talk everyday and constantly go out and laugh but then one day we just stop. Or I get trapped in bed sometimes when the gravity weighs down on my chest is so unbearable so I just lay there for hours or days maybe even weeks. I lost a lot of friends that way.