Ughhhh

I’m moving to North Carolina soon but the anti-trans laws there are worse than Kentucky. I don’t have a choice because my parents are moving soon and I don’t have anywhere else to live. My girlfriend doesn’t want to move there because of the laws which I understand but losing her would ruin me. She wants me to move back to KY when I can but I have a bad history here and I wanna get out so badly. Moving back would be so depressing.