weight goals!

 November 

I checked my weight for real this time (had to use some things to appear fatter before) and it's going amazing. I reached my first goal: 99 pounds. Even though the doctors may have a problem with it, they just don't understand that Empty is Strong and that I don't need to "recover". My next goal is to reach 95 pounds, and then 90 pounds. As long as I avoid eating even though I really really want  continue to fool everyone and eat merely enough to please them, I can hopefully make it there 

December 

Update: It's almost winter break, and I am currently 94 pounds. Although I should be euphoric about it, the next goal has already been decided: 85. That was how much I weighed when I had to go back to the hospital. They said I had to gain weight. I proclaimed that I'd be losing more, down to 80 pounds. Of course that didn't end up happening, but I could get back down to 85. If I do, however, I'll be reaching for 75 pounds. I'd be an astronaut on Earth, living a weightless life as if someone would in space.