hi again

hi guys i think lol i have not bloggedin a long time and i am sad to say that nothing much has changed in my life and that things are pretty much the same old same old but i dont know maybe that is for the better -- i have a big habit of trying to notice and remember everything and then it backfires becausei see thingS i dont want to see and apparently, it is weird that i remember things people to say to me or at least my coworker thinks so LOL like damn cnat even be considerate -- i can take a lot tbh but being called weird has always been something that always gets to me bru like that shit sucks and basically my integrity of my being is being compromised in my eyes LOL lowkey i am really dramatic but i know i am not at the same time -- also man i be doing the most for people that dont even have the time to reply to me and it is really sad and pathetic lowkey but it is okay my time willcome and someone will do the same for me hopefully