I just want everything over with. The month.. this dresser that funeral

Sure would've been nice if he would've consulted us before getting that fucking thing because whenever we ask for help we get completely fucked over because no one listens to us about the fact that we can't put shit like that together. So now we're stuck putting shit together with no clue how therefore having to ask for help because you know.."its so easy". And now my family keeps changing the day..time...whenever they can help us. Mom insists on helping but joe wants to pay for it and once again I'm stuck in the middle of shit. So to help with my stress I've been gaming with scarlett. Because i need some type of way to destress since i cant get any edibles without cash apparently. and then i keep thinking about Todd and that dumb gold digging bitch that now has control of his damn funeral. Im just over all this shit. Period.