update + unsynchronized thoughts

life's been going pretty snazzy so far. I've got me job and I've finally started this wonderful blog. 

but i know there's a lot more ahead of me. like.  I'm at the point in my life where i have to put myself out there and that's actually insane to me like insane feeling, because I've had this shield of being a small child where no one expected anything of me because i was too young to morally or legally do anything "wrong". but now i have like older cousins asking if i DRANK??!! bby i am a woman of the bibble lets not play. and like in all honesty im excited and intimidated for this new ERA (Beyonce)  and hopefully this lovely bloggggg. will help me crawling out of my special rotting pit to go traverse with thr youth.