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not the best drs visit tbh

honestly, went to see the immunologist the other day and it wasnt the best appointment ive ever had... turns out that my bloods are back where they started back when i was diagnosed with common variable immunodeficiency really... 
the long and short of it, was that when i started to feel icky with fatigue and muscle pains, my gp prescribed me a 2nd gen antipsychotic, which made me gain 25 kg in around 5 months, and then refused me to be allowed to come off of it.... Now of course, she wont see me for any chronic issue, because !have you tried losing the weight?" 

The blood plasma product i was given has alwaYS BEEN CALCULATED ON WEIGHT...  Making it basically useless atm, and this has to go up a dose, in order for me to get my chronic asthma treated that ive had since i was 4... then there is the 6o0 day prescription act in wales, which means that i now have to make a 120 puff inhaler last 60 days, as i cant up it if symptomatic, as prescribed... 
Desperate times call for desperate measures though, so i am now eating less than 1000 cals a day, and only eating in the evening. im logging everything, and just feel so run, down as i have had a cold for the last month, so i dont even know how im going to work, even from home. i just want to sleep allt he time and i feel dizzy typing this... all ive done today is drink water and black coffee... however, try getting any help for any health issue as a fat woman? 
Even society shames you for being lazy and not trying hard enough. 

I would rather be tired than fat though. I actually cant carry on like this. 
I weigh 76kg and my gp wants me at 46kg at a height of 165cm.  


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