I wish people would leave me alone (vent)

my father recently left me. shocker, I know. that's not the point of this entry though

tw, mention of self h*rming, self unaliving, ed's

i wish people would stop playing therapist and trying to get me to talk about it. I DON'T want to talk about it. leave me alone and stop trying to get me to talk. you didn't care when I was s*icidal and self h*rming at the ripe age of 12, and you didn't care when I was st*rving myself for a very long period of time, so why do you care now? is it because now I'm not the only one suffering? sucks to suck. go seek therapy for YOURSELF and get YOUR feelings out but leave me the fuck alone