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Dylan | 15 | he/him
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Category: Life
this is so unimportant because i barely have any friends on this site and no one reads my blog posts, so i'm basically posting this foe no one. but i thought i'd give a little update seeing as my blog posts from 6 months ago were pretty much all vents i'm doing much better these days! im in a great relationship with a boy a grade above me and i love him very much. he's a fun guy, makes me really h... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
im still in love with him and I wish I wasn't. (no trigger warning today yay!!) i wish I could get over him but he's the only boy who's shown me genuine, unconditional love and care, and I wish he didn't. I wish he'd just treated me the way a normal boy would've. ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! » Continue Reading
Category: Life
my father recently left me. shocker, I know. that's not the point of this entry though tw, mention of self h*rming, self unaliving, ed's i wish people would stop playing therapist and trying to get me to talk about it. I DON'T want to talk about it. leave me alone and stop trying to get me to talk. you didn't care when I was s*icidal and self h*rming at the ripe age of 12, and you didn't care when... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
massive tw delusions, hallucinations, derealisation here are some reasons why I think I might be experiencing delusions I don't know where else to talk about this but I might be delusional. I used to imagine fake scenarios while listening to music whenever I was bored and/or lonely. but recently they've gone beyond just daydreaming to romantic music and I'm starting to hear things that aren't the... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I knew this would happen eventually but it still hurts. he asked her to be his girlfriend and I feel like shit. was I not good enough? what does she have that I don't? I hope they're happy or whatever, maybe eventually I'll find someone else but this sucks. I loved him so much and she knew that. why does she always have to do this to me? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
okay I admit it, I'm jealous of her. I'm not proud of that. she's not a bad person or anything, but she outshines me in every way and I hate it. she's prettier than me and more fun to be around. all my "friends" basically left me for her. they've written poems for her, drawn her, they have cute nicknames for her but I've never received the same energy from them. I've known them for a year and the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I want to be loved but I'll never get to and that's okay. am I okay with it? no but I've come to accept it what I havent come to accept is how I can't have anything for myself. I had this one boy I really liked and I really thought he was the one. I'd always comfort him when he needed me, we'd buy each other snacks and drinks, we'd hold hands, hug and cuddle no matter who was watching, he'd listen... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
vent it's not fair why can't I be funny, or loveable, or even just pretty? I don't understand. what did I do to deserve this? all I want is to be a fun person who people want to talk to, or even just have people compliment me on my looks. I want to be able to post pictures of my face because I know they'll get attention and not a few views and a like or two from my friends. I don't even want to p... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
school can SMD to be honest 😋 I fucking hate it here » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I WANT TO WEAR EYELINER IN A GERARD WAY BUT EVERYTIME I DO IT I LOOK LIKE AN ALCOHOLIC WHITE MOM IM GONNA DIE WHY CAN'T I BE MASCULINE » Continue Reading
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