Update (if anyone still cares)

Many things have changed in the last couple of months.

I met the love of my life. He's perfect for me. He has such a good personality, he's so handsome and most of all he's really smart and caring! I have such a good feeling about this relationship, I think it might last forever, he's just so good to me.

I'm not so depressed anymore. No more thoughts about killing myself or harming myself in anyway at all. I'm going to start like really leaning for school and I'm even gonna start training today. And I'm getting my drivers licence soon!

Life is just so good now!!