> 1/10/24

me and my mom talked about it, the thing from my last blog, and things are alot better now. besides that, before our relationship was very, unstable? one day everything would be fine and the next she wont talk at all. i feel like talking helped.

on sunday we had to stay at a hotel because she wanted space from her boyfriend. i was hoping nothing was happening, this kind of stuff happened with my dad and my step mom in the beginning, and now they've been married for almost ten years and are absolutely still in love, i swear they are soul mates. but i shouldn't compare people. 

she picked me up from school on monday, which usually her boyfriend does and we drove home. she told me to wait in the car while they talked for ten minutes, it ended up being two hours. 

yesterday i walked down to the store area after school, because my mom doesn't get off of work until five. i waited there and did homework and whatever, but this time my mom's boyfriend picked me up at four. my mom told me that she couldn't pick me up so i went with him. he was quieter, but still joked abit, i don't know.

when my mom got home, we went to go get dinner. she let me get firehouse, which while i loved, was weird. we don't go there often unless its after my concerts. we stayed in the car after we ate, and she told me they were breaking up. i dont really know how to feel, we've lived there for six months, i know his five year old daughter and i love her, she's my sister. we're moving out in a month, i dont know.