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>hello, happy new year! first off i think i'm gonna redo my profile, maybe?? i don't know. i don't really know how to start these, sorry, so i'll just start saying what's been happening recently.

>for winter break i got to see my dad and my family out in california. that was really nice, it was the first time that i got to see them besides my summer breaks, which usually sucks because i have to wait a whole year without seeing them, soo much changes in that amount of time. but seeing them for winter break was nice even though it was real short. me and my dad went to barnes and noble and stayed there for the day, we used to that when i was younger, i missed it. i got to see my grandma, she turned sixty on christmas eve! i tried helping around as much as i could since she's going to move back to the Philippines once she turns sixty-three.

>i flew back on new years eve. new years was alright, i'm excited for 2024, but i kind of wish i spent it with other people. i got to finally cut my hair the night before school started up again, i might be able to cut it shorter and maybe dye it this weekend. maybe.

>today i got in an argument with my mom, sort of? i don't know. we were eating dinner and her boyfriend came upstairs since he lost a game that he was really looking forward to for months, i tried asking if he was okay, but i think my tone came out wrong. he thought i was trying to annoy him. then he and mom got into a small argument about the big light, my mom always wants the lights off because its more pleasing, which i understand, but her boyfriend says he cant see when the lights are dark like that, and he gets a headache looking at long distances with the lights off, which i also understand. he apologized after a few minutes and went upstairs. i finished my food and my mom asked if i wanted more and i said no thank you, she said that i'm never gonna gain weight if i don't eat, which was something i put on my new years resolution, i got super defensive after that, i don't know why. i told her that i'm doing better now, that i've been eating more and have been finishing my plates without feeling nauseous, and eating two meals a day, which is better, and then she said that the only reason that i can finish a plate is because she's been giving me smaller portions. i thought i was doing better, but i guess not. she told me to go upstairs so i did. like thirty minutes later i heard my mom's boyfriend go back downstairs, they were laughing and i could hear them playing around like a normal couple. i feel like i always get in the way of them, whenever i'm there theres always an argument, someone always gets upset, but as soon as i'm not there they're fine.

>anyways bye, goodnight if you're going to bed!! good morning if you read this in the morning!!

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