Words I came up with for poetry

Dysdevotion 

- Bad love or to have a love that is tainted with a love for more than one

Euscheme 

- To have good intentions, even when committing sin

Pseudophile

- False Love or to force yourself love someone based on their condition 

Valinized:

- To be intertwined with the feelings of one's self to the point of feeling disconnected and discontent with reality

- To be stricken with an indecipherable limerence, dred, and unrest