Remembering RAMCOA stuff that happened at church

CW: RAMCOA talking without any specifics, weed

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Yesterday I was at home really high and talking with my mom and her boyfriend about how churches manipulate people in a really subconscious level by the use of certain frequencies in music, love bombing, etc; and suddenly I got like really dissociated and started having flashbacks that made me realize how much actual brainwashing I experienced while being there and even now as a former cult member I can't fully get rid of, idk it nowadays just makes me angry...

-Matthew