oh my gyad

Tell me why I'm just in my gc chilling and I see that my friend Taylor sent this person's tiktok. So obviously I look at it and WHY IS THIS ONE PERSON SP DAMN FOINE. I wanted to SCREAM. She's this girl that goes to another school that is my school's rival school but that's not the point. She was such a cutie I wanted to scream. Now me personally, I love masc girls so much because they are just so beautiful like wtf??? And this girl was genuinely the prettiest person I've seen in a HAWT minute. Now honestly she is totally out of my league imma be so fr but still...doesn't mean I don't wanna text her. Now I did text this girl in like 2022 but she didn't respond, but she ALSO WASN'T ACTIVE SOOOO, i'm okay. But I did go through her reposts and...SHE IS A FREAK 0-0. If I were to slid up in this girl's DM's I would probz become a hashtag. And I'm so fr. There is only ONE issue tho...she's a senior, and I'm a sophomore. Now I do know that there is way worse out there but that doesn't mean that this prediciment doesn't mess with MY mental. But ykw, it's 2024. So what Imma do, I'm gonna wait until I turn 16 and then text her 12 days after. And then imma pull up to her soccer games and stay in crowds so that she'll subconsiclly feel me if u catch my drift XD. Anywayz, I've become a D1 stalker for this stud. Only thing that's left is finding her ex to see how screwed I am and what I have to compete with cuz...if she's a copy and paste big booty latina that loves Frank Ocean im just gonna call it a day T~T. Cuz i've seen this soccer players friends...they're all fine. And not to toot my own horn, I am pretty cute if I do say so myself. But...those girls are like sterotypical pretty. I'm pretty in a way that's not sterotypical. I'm pretty in a way that's like, not good for my surroundings. If I was ANYWHERE else than Texas with a mainly hispanic area, I'd be good to go. Like a nobody state like Pennsylvania or Maine. But nawt here in Texas >:(.' But who knowwssss maybeeeeeee ^3^. No thoughts, just this girl.