new beginnings///

Hey guys! 

it is officially the new year, 2024. 

and honestly, i've been thinking a lot about how i'm gonna change and how i have.

i have this looming fear/anxiety that i'm just stuck. but like, also running out of time. i feel like im just stuck in one place and watching everyone else my age grow and evolve while im just angry. and i am. angry i mean lol. like im so angry that im not a good adult, i dont know how to be good with money or dress 'normal' or even handle my emotions. but this year, im really hoping that something changes. like some crazy force out there finally clicks together that i just want to be normal. 

maybe thats kinda depressing for a first time entry but idc lol

happy 2024 >.<