Day 76 of taking it easy until im one of his girls

Ughhhhh...I'm tired....I just wanna get this entry out of the way for now. It's a little early but I don't think anything of note is gonna happen between me posting this entry and going to sleep for the night. So...

• The disappointment
• Shopping 
• Cleaning
• Better coffee
• Patriotism 
• Gimme Jimmy! 
• One of your girls + conclusion

Let's start on a negative note! I was so disappointed today. was told that we were going to the library and I was excited, I got ready at like 10am because the library closes early on weekends and I was out the door and in the car. Then we're on our way to the library, in the right direction when we turn the car around and go to the supermarket. It's okay, I'll wait, we're heading to town afterwards and then while everyone else shops, I go to the library. We get out of that supermarket and drive past the town to the point where I cannot walk to the library from where we are. I don't even know why I wanted to go there in the first place, my sister said that she wanted to go there and I already had a book out which would take me a whole month to read but I wanted to go along anyway. I love that building. I'll go on the 16th of January or maybe the 15th if I keep reading as I am. Alas, I was disappointed. How did Shopping go though?

Poorly. It was a real cartoon situation, something that would never happen in real life. We go to the supermarket and we all agree that we're just checking the prices and not buying anything. Me and my sister have our dumbass side quest while everyone else browses. Then they start putting things in the cart even though we agreed that we were gonna compare prices and not buy anything yet. So, Im done browsing I wait outside and they're taking long so I go to look for them which eventually became everyone looking for each other and then waiting outside and then going back inside but eventually we got out of there. Took way too long. 

When we got home, we had to clean. I knew it was coming, can't be too mad. I atleast wanted to go to the library for no good reason. It wasn't too much work, especially for this time of year. My mom gave me my chores and I was like "and then?" Expecting more but she told me I could relax after that and I was shocked, I asked her three times if she was being serious but then afterwards, I took my opportunity and ran with it. We only had to do the dishes and then the floors. This is easy, my sister washes, I dry then I sweep and my sister mops. That's work distribution for ya! We got those done pretty quickly though but the kitchen is already dirty again but I'm not cleaning it! Im such a Rebel (I'm definitely going to clean it tomorrow). Yeah I'm just kind of a baddie like that, I don't do what my mom tells me! (I've been called a parent's wet dream before). My parents just can't control me, you know? (They say jump, I say how high). 

Anyway, coffee! I usually drink this cheap instant coffee that tastes terrible but I've learnt to experiment and make it taste good. It is now some of the best coffee I've ever had (I'm very vain, I know). Anyway, I've never shared this recipe so everyone else is in the dark (of their own accord). When I make coffee they never allow me to experiment or anything so they chose this life. Everyone in my family is always complaining about the coffee being bad so they finally bought this really expensive coffee, I think it's Hazel nut flavored and they also bought this coffee that my grandma used to drink. I haven't tried it actually, I need to get on that. 

As I'm writing this, I got an idea! Im gonna make myself that expensive coffee right now and then we can do like a real time coffee review or something like that. I wanna try it straight, no Slip_moth bs, just coffee, sugar, water and milk, I'll report back! 

While i wait for my coffee to cool down let's move on so long. Patriotism! This isn't actually about my country but my somewhat racist and very conservative country did something good or the people of the country did something good and that's why I'm proud of this country where I live (at this given moment). What was that good thing? Well, there's a genocide happening with Israel and Palestine. It's really heartbreaking and I've tried my damndest to boycott the brands and do my part and sometimes it feels like my part isn't helping but it is! Anyway, we're driving and I heard a faint mumbling of some sort of a chant. It's a familiar little melody and the closer we drive, the clearer it becomes and then I realized that they were chanting the "from the river to the sea" chant and it was a pro-palestine protest. I was really happy to see that. It's cool to see how the people of my country stand in solidarity with Palestine. I don't like getting too too political here on these blogs but this was a lovely sight. I rolled down my window and chanted with them as we drove by, it was good to see. I'm not sure how to end this section...is my coffee cool yet?

Alright...first sip...it's pretty creamy. Usually I have to froth the milk or add stuff to make it creamy but this coffee is just built different. It's really not that bitter either. I like my coffee a little more bitter so the sweetness is a little weird for me but I do like it, there's a hint of vanilla to it. Of course there's also hazelnut, that's the flavor. One thing that I'm glad about is that there's a lot to work with. The taste of this coffee as is, is really good but I could make it so much better by experimenting with it. Overall, great coffee! Do you want a rating? Ummmmm....uhhhh...light 8/10. It's not the best thing I've ever tasted but it could be with a bit of love. 

Anyway, I started watching Better Call Saul again. I'm in that sort of mood and I've been thinking about it all day. I don't know why, it's just on the brain. I watched season 3 episode 1 and man, I hate Chuck! I love Jimmy though. I love Kim as well, the things I'd do for Kim Wexler...I don't have too much to say, I'm trying to get my cousin who's studying law to watch it and I'm searching for one of those Worlds 2nd best lawyer mugs for her. She'd love it but I can't find one yet. Anyway, it's good to be watching Better Call Saul again!

Okay we're reaching the end of this entry and I wanna talk about a song, Im becoming so loose with my music taste, what's happening to me???? Anyway, my cousin showed me this song yesterday and it's called "One of Your Girls" by Troye Sivan. Oh boy, they're talking about gender once again!!!! Sorry but it's such a good song and it hit me in the feels. I have to talk about it. So, it's about this guy who goes out with men who identify as straight so he's singing about how he doesn't want to be their little secret and wants to be feminine for them. I don't know, it took me back. When I still identified as a dude and falling for another guy for the first time, this guy was straight and I wanted to make myself more feminine because I thought that would make me more appealing to him. It's a great song! Give it a listen. With that thought, I bid you adieu!