Day 73 of taking it easy because i am literally Jess Mariano but not a total ass

Let's go over today's sections...

• Seinfeld 
• THE URGE!!!
• Therapy (I went to the library)
• Spin me right round like a record player
• Tomorrow's plans
• I put you on! I also get real

A bit of a shorter entry today but it's getting late, not as late as last time. I did also lose track of time today and I almost forgot to post this. It's like ingrained in my routine though so I'm pretty sharp about it. My body clock tells me "okay, bud, get writing!" 

This morning I did get a chance to watch Seinfeld! Maybe too much of a chance. I watched the entire second season in one go almost if I hadn't watched like 3 episodes prior but I realized that I wasted my morning watching Seinfeld and felt so defeated. Like that's sad. If you intently binge a show, cool but when you just kind of consume it, that's so sad! Then, guess what? I started the next season! I saw that the next season would start and I had a big moment of clarity and I still clicked next episode. At the exact moment when I put on the first episode of season 3, my sister came in and she didn't want to watch it but she gave it a shot and she laughed so hard. I got my sister to like Seinfeld! What a feat! It was a heavy hitter, one of Seinfeld's queer episodes. For some reason this old 90s show handles gay stuff so well. Watch Seinfeld season 3 episode 1, The Note. It's really funny. I also had coffee of course. Seinfeld and coffee to me is like coffee and cigarettes to Camus. 

I've been getting the average male urge, if you read my last entry, you know. If you haven't, you think I'm talking about something marginally worse but I'm sick of digital copies, I was itching to go to the library. My sister was meeting one of her friends, not the one with the mother that I'm attracted to but another friend. I don't even like this friend too much, I'm Switzerland. I went with because they needed a chaperone and they were in close proximity to the library so I could run over there and grab myself a book. It was the same distance that I walked like two entries ago so I could make the library fast enough.

The time actually came and I did something irresponsible. I walked my sister and her friend to where they wanted to get lunch and then made they were seated inside the building where the workers could see them clearly and then I bolted. I know I said that I could make the distance but damn! That walk took a lot out of me! I walked that same distance trying to work up a sweat but nothing and then when it would be most inconvenient to get all tuckered out, I get all tired after the walk. I actually kind of ran so that's it. I witnessed someone getting arrested too so that was interesting. I finally made it to the library and I was so relieved! I was like the guy in Shawshank Redemption when he's in the rain, I wanna post a clip but spoilers so I won't. If you know, you know! It was beautiful and air conditioned too so I could cool off and I looked around at all the books and I was in wonderland. That's my therapy, you think I'm gonna pay for therapy when I have a library card? I picked out one that I was busy reading digitally but I just wanted to hold in my hands, I picked up Moby Dick! Then I dashed back to the restaurant where my sister and her friend were and I was hoping to get back and maybe sit with them and order a drink but I was running like in The Graduate (also can't spoil, it's a must watch) I wanted to make it to the restaurant and get something to drink so I could cool off but I got there only to see that they had already paid and I had to walk all the way back because the meeting spot for our lift was near the library. I can't complain! I got Moby Dick so I'm happy! Look at me, reading again! I'm in my Jess Mariano arc.

Oh, then my mom actually bought herself a record player. Are we in a position to comfortably spend a lot of money? No, especially not in December, especially since we need to get through January, the working man's worst month. Does she deserve it? Yes, my mom is a Saint and she bought a bunch of old vinyls for herself to enjoy. I was also really excited, her records aren't my cup of tea but I have my places to find my type of vinyls so I can always buy those for myself some other time. I set it up for her and it was pretty confusing, I had to look up a manual and everything. We thought the thing was broken! Its primary mode was Bluetooth mode so we just assumed that the actual record playing part was broken but we had to press the mode button once to get it to work. I said my mom's records weren't my cup of tea but some of them are like masterful! I'll drop some recs tomorrow, don't worry, there are some deep cuts in there. 

My cousin is coming over tomorrow. That's both good and bad, it put me in quite the dilemma. I had to choose between going to my friend and hanging with my cousin. It's a tough spot! I weighed out my options, I saw my friend for yesterday and I get to see him often but he's going overseas so I won't see him for a while, then there's my cousin, we hung out on Monday or day 71 but I haven't seen her a lot this year. She's in university, I'm in high-school so our schedules don't align too well but whether you work or are in uni or in school, you get off for Christmas so since I haven't seen her in so so so long, I decided that I'd hang out with her. So, me, my sister and my cousin are gonna watch crappy movies together. 

Anyway, I'm very big on dreams. I was talking about this with a mutual on here and the weird thing is that I had a dream and the only thing I remember was the day December 19th appeared in this dream and I'm not saying that it's like a sign that after December 19th things would start looking up or anything but I'm very open to these superstitious ideas when it comes to dreams and let me tell ya'll something else that's really cringe... I view these entries in arcs. This feels like the end of an arc for some reason and whenever I get that feeling, I think about this song called Cream Soda by Supercar, I listen to that song at the end of every school term or semester or quarter, whatever you call it and it's such a nostalgic and breezy song, I love it! That song played in my head today! No more stress! Give it a listen. There! I put you on! I don't know why but it just feels like the end of an arc or the beginning of one, don't worry, I'm not gonna end this any time soon, I just used it as a title convention. The Jess Mariano arc begins. I love Jess, I wish I was him, actually...I am him, except I'm not a total ass. He's so me! 

Anyway, thank you for reading! I am going to do something else, maybe watch a movie! Buh bye, now!!!