Day 72 of taking it easy until that cashier stops being miserable

Don't worry, I'll explain! I'll explain! Just bear with me here. I'm so tired, you know what I need? The library!!! Also, we're going to have headlines for this one or like headings or sections so I don't forget what I wanna talk about. Today's post contains the following sections...

Early mornings (without Seinfeld!)
Mall adventures
Store Clerks
Dentistry x2
Skateboarding
Ughhh Kanye
Jane
Vent
Thank you!

This is mostly for myself but alas, let us get right into it! I had plans today so what I had to get up early. Really early. I was so grouchy and then I did the dishes. I didn't even have time for Seinfeld!! No time for Seinfeld!! I sucked it up, made coffee and just did those dishes! It didn't take too long, Im so so glad that my family didn't decide to leave us with the usual morning special where the whole kitchen is dirty and every single dish is dirty so the first person who gets hungry has to clean the kitchen or eat off of a dirty plate. Anyway, as the mother, I had to arrange this whole thing to accommodate for everyone's plans. We'll get into that eventually (in the next section). In order to accommodate, I had to do this. We got out of the house and everything was peachy. We were going to the cinema and we made it in time.

We got to the cinema and paid for our tickets. Guess what? I used the power of deals and specials and I this stuff so well that I ended up paying 0 bucks for the tickets. I did pay for the popcorn and the drinks though and by the way, I was the one who bargained for 0 bucks. It's a good loophole but I don't think the westerners have this cinema so I can't tell you. The movie was fine and was based off of Don Quixote. Then we wandered around the mall and again, I was the group mom. Dude, we had a goal and my friend wanted to go there and my sister wanted to do this. We eventually ended up a food court and I bought us food, I don't have a job yet but I have...my ways of getting money, I'm just really really really lucky. As the mom, I did this thing where I only ordered a drink and watched everyone else eat. I ordered another coffee because I needed it. Also, the popcorn made me so sick, I wanted to vomit.  Uggghhhhh....I was so sick! We cap on though!

Ohhhh, store Clerks, do you know where the title comes from??? I encounter a lot of store Clerks and I always try my hardest to be really nice to them because they go through so much but I'll admit, I was slacking. Like, I still smiled at the cashiers but I slacked on small talk with the hi,s and how are you's. Then at the cinema when i was ordering the popcorn and slush, there was the clerk working at the concession stand was really nice and helpful and as I was taking the popcorn, she told me that I had a beautiful smile and I was so happy about that but then she said it was so bright that she wanted to smile even though she was miserable. When she said that, my first thought was to end this blog. I made a store Clerk feel happy and less miserable! That felt like my end goal. I'm going to keep going though. We cap on!!! Also, this one employee flirted with my sister and I was not playing around with that guy. She's 13 so I'm rightfully overprotective! Anyway, let's keep to the positive! I made a store Clerk feel less miserable, so that's good.

Now, Dentistry!!! Twice!!! Not the band!!! My friend had a dentist appointment and my sister had one directly afterwards. I went with my friend first because I'm the mom and I waited in the waiting room for him with a magazine on birds or something, does anyone actually read those? Then my sister's appointment which took much longer and we just waited around for her. Then, I took my friend home because I was tired and my stomach ached like crazy. I was so sick! I'm much better now though. I relaxed a bit but we all know Jeff Buckley, IT'S NEVER OVER (OVER)!!!

This evening, my sister wanted to go Skateboarding. It was nice. It was cold. My sister says that the perfect place to skate is outside the small gambling ring while my grandpa and uncle went gambling. My grandpa lent me money and we went to the grocery store before skating, by lent me money, I mean he gave me cash to buy something, it's easier to say he lended me money. Then he asked for change and I was really reluctant because I knew he was gonna gamble it but both him and my uncle ended up winning big. So, for some reason I got a share of this money. Is this what they mean when they say let your money work for you? See, that's what I mean when I say I'm lucky, I get money like this all the time. I don't even need to get a job ever, if I'm in a financial situation, I'll probably find the exact amount I need in an envelope on the floor somewhere out of pure luck. Anyway, I got something out of it so I'm not complaining. Me and my sister ended up just chatting about whatever. Real existential stuff, yk?

Let's go back to the beginning. My sister was listening to Kanye while we were doing the dishes. THIS IS NOT A RECOMMENDATION!!! The song was Runaway and as much as I hate Kanye, it's been stuck in my all day. I've spent the entire day singing "baby I got a plan, Runaway fast as youuuuu cann!" Don't listen to Kanye though, he's back on his nazi bullshit apparently! So, do not listen to Kanye!!! I keep telling people to stop listening to him, atleast on spotify or anything official, like if you literally cannot live without Kanye, I will show you how to pirate, I can give you three different methods too. This is targeted but I don't know why I'm saying this, the person doesn't have Spacehey.

Last positive note before a big Ole vent! I'm in the Wubzilla discord server and I've been conversing with the people in there for some reason. That sounds mean but I'm not very social on discord, you have to come to me first is what I'm saying but every so often, I decide to converse with the people and I became really invested, like this girl Jane is in there and she became obsessed with userbar and even made me a Seinfeld Userbar! I am her biggest fan! Legit! Go friend barkzeer on here! Here's the userbar!

Vent time!! No among us jokes, please. I don't know why but I am so so stressed. It's my holiday and I've already had it. I'm done!  I'm not doing anything drastic or harmful, I'm just gonna go to the library tomorrow and disregard everyone. Let me be selfish for once. It's never over!! I wanna go back to school. It's just I love my friends, I love my family but I see them everyday and sometimes I just can't. I'm going to take out a big library book and read it all day and disregard literally everyone. Maybe I need to meet new people. There's this one person and we're in the same chat group and my sister is always telling me to chat to them and you know maybe now is the time! Maybe, I need to meet new people, I see the same faces everyday and I want to see someone different. I love my friends and we get along but this person that my sister wants me to chat to is just like me. I'd say I'm vastly different from my friends, the black sheep, as they say but we get along somehow. All I'm saying is that opposites attract but I'm gonna try forging a friendship with someone who's similar to me for once. I don't know if I'm describing this properly. I don't even know how to start a conversation with this person either, "hey! My sister said that we'd get along" what a weird conversation starter.  Am I overthinking? Maybe I should I send the message and turn my phone off and then from there I forge a friendship. Don't worry this person is my age, they're like 16/17, I don't know why my sister is hanging out with high-schoolers but I feel like I've had this conversation before... maybe I have, maybe I haven't. I'm going to the library and that's that!

Thank you for reading! I usually just add a thank you in but sometimes I feel the need to just give a proper and genuine thank you! I am thankful for YOU! Yes, you, reading this blog post! Shoutout to deniz on here for making me think about the reason why I write blogs again which eventually lead to me becoming thankful again. So thank you, thank you, thank you!!! Thank you and goodbye!! Have a great day or night or [insert your time of day]!

Here's my dog advent calendar (yes, I know my hand looks nice, I put a lot of lotion on it)