oh how i miss you

"i cant wait until im 18 to tell him

he was like a parasite eating away at my brain,

i became so dependant on him i dont have any personality left.

no motives or needs other than to please him and be to his liking

why did he have to leave me here?

its hard to write with tears in my eyes that have his name engraved in them"

i am aware of the comments, however i ask you to please not comment mean things, i know this is dangerous, thats why in the message for him (that im too lazy to translate) i state clearly that i dont want anything other than to get this off of my chest, also,the hug situation is normal, as i have had other teaher be touchy with me in the past, plus, he does this with a few other students, not many tho, like 3 or 5, im not sure.

i thank you for the concern and worry.

please dont ocupy your head with my safety as im not going near him again.

this is just a diary for my thoughts, not a future checklist or a place for you to laugh at me, so please avoid doing so.

thank you

(also the "find a father figure you dont wanna fuck" comment is funny as fuck lmao so i will give you that.)