Day 66 of taking it easy until i captain my own ship!

I felt terrible today but we'll get into it. I'm much better now, nothing Seinfeld can't fix. I'll get it out of the way that I didn't do much of anything today but I did exercise and read some Catch 22. 

I watched season 1 of Seinfeld in full because today was bad, it was terrible. I felt awful. I was prepared for a productive day but I decided to take a quick break and go to the mall with my sister because she doesn't want to go alone, she's had pretty terrible experiences getting cat called and harassed there so pulled up my socks, put on my boots and went with her. 

I decided to go job hunting while I was there. I found three suitable openings for myself, one in an anime store which doesn't seem so bad, there was one at a makeup store which is very beneficial to some people I know, there was this other store which also seems good and they were all really desperate. 

Anyway, I kept searching and I got stopped by a local homeless who was a lot younger than me and I've told so many people this story today, so I'm sorry if it's redundant but this kid stopped me while I was walking and I felt really bad so I ended up offering to buy him food because I didn't have physical cash. He lead me to this corner store and he started putting items on the counter. 

The cashier started scanning it and the more the cashier scanned, the more items he placed and the grand total was way over budget, the line was getting longer and the cashier was growing impatient. I had all these eyes on me and I told the kid that I couldn't afford all of this and he had to put a lot of it back. I felt terrible, he was so upset. 

It wasn't his fault though, he's homeless, he doesn't have a concept of money and if you put yourself in his shoes, he's begging on the corner for a whole day and this guy comes up and offers to buy you food, you're a kid so you automatically think, the sky's the limit, right? I don't blame him at all, I was just upset that this guy had to put so much back, he was so excited and I would buy it all if I had the money but my pockets are light, I'm looking for a job. 

Anyway, the title. What's that all about? I was thinking about jobs, I was getting really ambitious and I decided to get absurd and I asked myself the question. If you didn't have to worry about anything, no money, no studies, you picked a job and you were great at it automatically then what job would you pick? Dude, I'd be a ship captain, wouldn't that be awesome. I wish I was the captain of a pirate ship and I had all my little sailors running around and we'd catch whales. 

Anyway, after I got home, I was drained I felt awful and I put on Seinfeld. I wrote a whole ass bulletin on Seinfeld but it really did make my mood better somehow, I love Seinfeld. 

Thank you for reading my Rambles, it'll be like this for a while because I'm on vacation right now, so I gotta chill. I didn't think I'd say this but I miss school actually. I like the structure. I gotta get a job so I have structure this holiday.