thye put me on prozac

longtime no see, i dont think ppl actually read other ppls blogs,, but i dont want to overshare on twitter because somehow my irls are finding me on there.

i saw a psychiatrist and it was awesome, i finally got diagnosed. they said i have OCD, and prescribed me prozac. im on 10 mg and my second day. i have been fine, ive had heart palpitations but nothing insane. it seems pretty normal. got diagnosed with generalized anxiety and panic disorder. they said im too young to be diagnosed but i show aspects of bpd. i hope the prozac stops my compulsiveness. finals are next week and im stressed. i also feel like my emotions have been amplified all week, and im already a pretty emotional gal.

i see horror stories of people going numb on prozac. im worried. i told my bf that im trying meds and i fear he's realizing the extent of my mental illness, and not want to be with me anymore. he's a sweetheart cutie pie and i <3 him with everything in me. I am just worried he's gonna think im not normal. 

im gonna start journaling again,, i think itll help :3