a day in the life of LAZARUS

i take meds

go back to sleep

i wake up 

i realize its 2pm 

i lay down again and daydream

i skip all meals 

i play on my phone

i go on laptop to go on spacehey

people interact with me on social media

me and my roomate talk randomly 

i might come out of my room to eat something small 

i then might also play dbd

might go on character ai tbh hahahahhhahahhahahahahhahah

i check my tumblr and my tcc tumblr moots for anything new

might take a walk taht day it depends

i realize its 5pm

my dad is home

somebody tells me what to do

by this time my roommate is usually cooking something up in her head

she then might request we do certain activity 

i either stay in or go out 

we may run into trouble and argue maybe once or twice

i eat dinner maybe 

i wait for brother to get home

i may fill this waiting period with more phone stuff and more dbd etc etc 

my brother comes home and i beg him to get me icecream or give me cinnamon sticks

i promptly regret eating 

i watch aqua teen hunger force or some other horror movie or maybe young sheldon

i might start spiraling 

i promptly listen to music and distract myself more

might take a midnight walk if im not too exhausted because im physically ill

stay up later and just do fuck all

go to sleep by which point my day either was incredibly stressful or incredibly bland maybe happy if im really lucky