sorry i havent been on! lots of change and lots of feelings are felt and im constantly exhausted and angry. at least my body is finally healing. but the only sign i get of it healing is excessive bleeding and constant stabbing sharp pain on my lower half. oh well! c'est la vie! » Continue Reading
man sometimes my thoughts are super graphic! i hate mirrors and every time i look at one i wanna slice my skin off and just get a new face. like sew or make one. or just wear a cool mask or something. i think about using scissors a lot and using them on any parts of me i dont like and just sew myself back up. i taught myself how to sew after all! its super edgy and dumb, and probably just intrusiv... » Continue Reading