i have no idea how long ive been off my meds they just werent helping anymore things are weird. nightmare was worse than usual last night. bad enough that i just wanted to drink as soon as i woke up to deal with it. recover. idk. im sick of it ill start taking my meds again tomorrow and hope for the best i really miss how i felt when i was writing about » Continue Reading
im in a weird mood idk could be the depression or whatever maybe i need to up my meds, it feels like it did before them work again tonight and then sleep have to get back to streaming since work is slow ugh x » Continue Reading
took my sis to the airport at 4 this morning sad to have everyone gone now except me but she'll be back and so will mom so tired work tonight take ur meds x » Continue Reading
having a really good day ^^ slept in until like 3, sis is coming to visit tomorrow, day off, im good hope everyone is well. my week has been wack. but today is good. love yall ^^ x » Continue Reading
i am so so tired. one more shift till sleep day. woo ah had to change music on my page to an embed and lost the original link. i cry. v v sorry. new music is in the music section on left ^^ sending strength, we got this p.s., did yall see that last of us news???? coming to PC???????????? im so excited. love yall x » Continue Reading
damn, 28 already? good morning (afternoon, but my morning) back to work today, so tired. wah. one minute left of peace. and its over lols. time to shower and get with the shits or whatever uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh x » Continue Reading
day off ^^ i am dead tired but happy ^^ going to be cleaning and playing genshin ALL day. please remember to make time for yourself. the only thing keeping me going are my me days. love yall. sending my energy out have a good one for me, ok? x » Continue Reading
good morning navi doing good, tired but in a good mood. i never remembered if i took my meds or not yesterday shit was wack. but other than that i had a really good day. went swimming with friends for a birthday, had a good time. back to work tomorrow so errands today. sending love and e n e r g y since i know we all need a boost lol love yall x » Continue Reading
good morning ^^ doing good today, slept in hella drinking tonight and just have to do laundry today. have a good day ^^ sending love as always x » Continue Reading
good morning ^^ doing good. feeling better emotionally even though i was doing pretty bad yesterday lol. idk. life is weird. u can literally walk out of your job and drive to the ocean. u can always escape. always. oh also i finally changed my layout. gonna b working on it over the next few days. wanted to make it colorful for pride. happy pride ^^ keep hope. please. i promise there is light. » Continue Reading
things are weird im in a ton of pain, family shit, addicted to several drugs, and at the same time im still happy underneath it all. i still have hope. i think thats all you really need. sending love as always x coraline » Continue Reading