"Drowning"
I talk to God but the sky is empty. -Sylvia Plath,, The Bell Jar
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Category: Life
Today was a calming day. I woke up around ten-thirty and ate some leftover pizza from last night. My aunt and uncle were here when I woke up to bring my mom her order. She likes to make her shipping address my aunt's business address because then she doesn't have to pay shipping tax. For some reason right now, I feel really itchy on my shoulders and it's bugging the hell out of me. Anyways,... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I could stop myself. I wish it never started. I know you would be disappointed in me, but the feeling of my fingers down my throat, feel like your hands cupping my face. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I am taught from my families mistakes, every member has a lesson. I am terrified of what I might teach. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Last night my lover spent the night at my house. He is the first boy my parents let me sleep with in my bed. We didn't do anything scandalous, we just cuddled and watched YouTube. This morning, my father, brother, lover and I went to go visit a family friend, Carrie. Everyone in my family was very close with her husband but he passed away a couple years ago from breaking his neck in the shower.... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I really enjoyed how today went. Theo started asking me to do things instead of just yelling at me. I believe that now I have stood up to him that he looks at me as an equal instead of below him. This morning I fixed a door that wouldn't fully shut. They're pretty easy to fix, the lock was just jammed. Afterwards, I helped replace the cameras and run wire to a new office. I ended the day wi... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I hurt. I bleed crimson. My father's blood runs through me, So why is he more important than me? "Your mother's blood runs through you as well." » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I was really mad today. It started with Theo wanting to finish putting in the microwaves, we only got four more done. The only good thing about today was that I drove the lift down the ramp and through the parking lot without hurting myself or anyone else. The joy from that was greatly diminished from the security cameras. A few days ago, we had a storm, and some lightning struck the building wh... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today started pretty well. I had hope that me and my coworkers weren't going to put microwaves into every room of the building; sadly, my hope wasn't enough. Luckily today was the day that my trainer came back from vacation! I do feel bad that his welcoming back was being called, "A walking, talking piece of foreskin." It didn't help that in office "C" I was hit on by almost every male, the en... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Before I start talking about my day today I need to say what happened yesterday after I updated this blog. After I updated my blog I went to my lover's house. On the way there I got thinking about how I want a break, just a few days away from reality. I remembered reading about how overdosing on melatonin won't kill you but put you in a coma. I believed that the best way to slip into a tempora... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today could have gone so much better. This morning was alright, only had to replace a pencil sharpener and finish putting together a desk. The problem was later on when the owner of my work place decided we had to take down all the curtains. It sucked as it is a big building with a lot of windows. Of course as soon as we got them all down she wanted us to put them back up. I also rela » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today was okay. I had to go to a birthday party that was at a park this morning, while it was pouring. I was soaked and cold. I didn’t even stay long enough for the little one to open his present because I had to be home to drive my brother and his friend to the mall. Today was my lover’s and I’s four month anniversary! We celebrated by watching over the garden wall. I’m not super excited for... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sorry for not writing yesterday; I spent the night at my lover's house as it was his birthday. Yesterday went really well though!! We went to Red Lobster and then we went to Barnes & Nobles. Today I went with my brother and his friend to the mall. I found a cane that was actually a revolver for my dad; he really liked it but sadly he can't take it to work. I also found a Christmas present for ... » Continue Reading
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