"Virus" My mind, my body, my soul aches. What have you done to me? I can't go a second without you in my mind, In my world, Curled up next to me to give me warmth. You've infected me since the day our eyes met. Yes, a sickness I can't seem to overcome. You gave me a virus I never want to get rid of. Please, come take care of me. You caused this, after all. » Continue Reading
"Curse" A window slammed shut. A clattering sound from somewhere else. Dragging feet bring me to where you stand. I raise my cursed hands up to your waist to rest. Your warm body is pressed against mine. Banging is silent to those inside. My ailments, my curse, dissipating with one look from you. Nothing can intrude on our perfect world. My home is where you are. » Continue Reading
"Pastel" I scratch out the pastels on the canvas. I hear your angelic voice in front of my frantic scrabbling. Every idea of you fitting itself onto one space. There's too much, overlapping and becoming unintelligible. It's only for us, only for you, it's still not enough. I don't know when you left, but you're right in front of my eyes. My trembling hands grasp at your face. I can » Continue Reading
"Melting" ((Mild sexual content warning!!)) Your warn hands melting the skin on my neck, My hands touching everything, every part I love. You trail your hands and I feel boils on my skin. It's addicting. I bite a chunk of your body off and kiss you. Everything around us is ruined, but it doesn't matter. I have you with me. I have you in me. Meltin » Continue Reading
"Gunshot" My heart's beating out of my chest. Sending my love out to the world like a shooting star. I watch it land, sober, knowing I'll never feel it again. I hope those who find my love hidden in the world can appreciate it. Shooting traces of myself out like a gunshot. Little drawings and messages taped to walls and left on café tables. Trinkets littered on corner store counters. » Continue Reading
"Blood bath" My head is forced under. The taste of metal fills my head. It's filling my senses, my ears, my eyes, my nose, my skin. I can't feel you anymore, you're not here, Why am I still suffering at your hands? I open my mouth to scream, your blood pours out. What have I done? Where did you go? » Continue Reading
"Bruised" I looked down at my bruised knees. Nothing happened. I look down at my dirty shoes. Nothing happened. I see the ants crawling by. Stop thinking. I see a blurred out face. They see me. I stare at the food on my plate. They're behind me. I stare at the ceiling. They're staring back. My body aches. » Continue Reading
"Organ Spill" My teeth sink into infected flesh, Pus and germs coating my tongue in just the way you know I hated. Bones crack under my gentle touches. I carved out your skin and muscle. I searched through your organs for the answer. I shocked your brain looking for the feelings you hid. I tore out your throat that only spewed hate. How do you feel? » Continue Reading
"Nosebleed" Like a slow moving caramel, I feel the blood slowly dripping down my face. I tripped up again. I can feel my nose shatter against the pavement. I hop up and keep running. I have no time to stop. I can still hear you out in front of me. » Continue Reading
When I go to see my mother, She is crying out my name. Choking sobs rattle her lungs as she screams for help from the gods. I don’t understand. I try to understand. They don’t want to understand. I turn up a hill outside her house I stare at the sky I see at the peak, pink bleeding through the clouds. My throat aches as I cry for someone out there. I scream as loud as I can, » Continue Reading
School is so boring I’m tired but I finally remembered all my stuff for school! I missed national coffee day so I’m totally treating myself today (o ^-^)othe piglets are getting super big and super cute » Continue Reading