im trying to keep myself from being sad that noone has made plans with me for my birthday but its kinda hard ig do i really have to make dinner plans or a movie day for my own birthday? i suppose i really dont know how this is supposed to go » Continue Reading
I feel like i am standing still while everything and everyone is running ahead ive applied everywhere i could think of i dont even have the money to take tinkes to the vet when she needs it if she goes idk wht ill do » Continue Reading
ive never sat here googling "cute gifts for boyfriends birthday" but boy am I having fun. i don't wanna be to corny idk if he'll like that but I want to give him soooooooo many things. no one can stop me now from showering this boy with as much love as I can for his birthday » Continue Reading
Me and james walked around the mall yesterday and i had such a good time. He genuinely makes me feel great about myself and i enjoy being with him We went to chucky cheese after and i told him “if you really liked me you would win me a ball” I knew that machine was rly easy and you we’re almost guaranteed one, but seeing him get so proud of himself for winning me one was just too cute I hope i do... » Continue Reading
fatfatfatfatdfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatdisgusting im so fucking disgusting i cant even stand to look at myself I fuckimg hate myself I'm so fat fatafatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfat » Continue Reading
Ive NEVER been on a date. WTF. how many boyfriends have I had and not ONE of them took me out? called it an official date? even today I was excited cause I figured this was a date, but doesn't the guy offer to cover everything during a date? is this just another hangout? i thought we confessed to each other but it hasn't been brought up since I lowkey don't wanna date anyone while I'm so disgustin... » Continue Reading