I woke up today with the dorm to myself. My room mates out of town. It was a serene moment I love experiencing every now and then. But it also made me reflect on this month -- its the month of love! Yet it seems like those I love (and those who say they love me) are so far away this time around. It makes me question a lot. Do they really love me? Am I being dramatic in overthinking this? I dunnoo... » Continue Reading
FIRST SEMESTER OF COLLEGE OFFICIALLY OVER WITH LFGGG!!!! Its so hard to believe that this semester is already over, I remember so distinctly the sorrow I felt when I was first moving up to college I'm so glad to have experienced these past few months with the best friends I could have ever imagined !!! We are SO BACK !!! » Continue Reading
It is so absurd to me that its almost thanksgiving. It feels like I haven't been doing anything, but I know I have. I'm so glad I've still been able to hang out with my closest friends, and I constantly miss them! I love having friends that I see in everything, I saw the most miniscule resemblance between my friend and the guitarist of a band I saw and everyone's calling me crazy but its just t... » Continue Reading
I am soooo tired been playing games with my friends as of late, so I've been having quite a bit of fun. I'm very very very very excited to go to concerts and get done with this semester of college !!! first ever semester completed soon... and hopeffully i get a decent grade in calculus » Continue Reading
A new month always gives me a new chance to change and grow - yet I have been stumped lately. I will get out of this and blossom anew, but November is so hard for me. At least early next month I'm getting a break from those god foresaken dorms!!! Currently listening to Real Love by Beach House and yearning for my belle » Continue Reading
I've been quite sullen lately. I'm not sure why, but I hope this feeling passes soon. I love winter and I love the cold and the snow but I've been so miserable I hope everything is fine after this semester ends » Continue Reading
Weekend was so fun!! Got to see my best friends, we watched the Evil Dead (1&2) and it was so great!! So much fun getting to see them again! I'm a little heartbroken I wont be able to see them for Halloween but its okay :c » Continue Reading
Only have that title bc I played a little earlier. My close friend recommended it to me and I hope I love it as much as them. Freaks me tf out... But its okay i'm sure it's so fun anyway... This week has slightly been better! I didn't make it to two of my classes today, but its okay. I insted spent it at a cafe doing nothinng but texting friends n eating n drinking my coffee. I want tofu really ... » Continue Reading
Life has been soo odd as of lately. I usually take October *very* seriously and I try to make the most of it, its halloween month afterall! The only time I rlly feel normal I guess. But the huge change this year is so weird, college is so weird. I feel so lonely and alienated from my friends back home, and i miss my family. I need to go to the cemetery and smoke a cigarette and read and think abo... » Continue Reading
College has been fun so far, but I'm just super tired of alll the work I have to do. I just finished one of my calculus assignments and still have another one to do @_@... It's all fine 4 the most part but its just tedious i guess. I'm also taking a film class that has been driving me crazy !!! We just watch silly movies that don't capture my attention too much. But I love writing so its okay. I t... » Continue Reading
I moved into my college dorm this Monday (Aug 19), and I think its been soo... miserable. I love my roomie, she's so fun, but I just miss home. I get homesick so easily, it makes me so sad. I miss my dogs, and my records, and my family, and my friends, and most of all.. I MISS ZIA RECORDS!!! Watching movies will make it all ok tho xD i dunno who else has watched Didi, it came out a bit ago, but ... » Continue Reading