So the fumigation is over today at 3pm which means I can go back home to my clothes and everything. I was staying with my dad, I haven't lived with him since I was 17. So it was very strange. It was a very bittersweet experience. On one side I'm reflecting on that instead of being stuck there I was a guest. And it was a strange fantasy living with him again, even if only it was for 4 days whil... » Continue Reading
If you've been reading my past blog posts than you're well aware that I'm staying with my dad and also had a drunk guy scratch my car. Anyways why is it that on cable TV theres one channel that just plays Shark Tank 24/7. Shark Tank is a solid show, but it got me to thinking. With the masked singer and a million other cheaply made music talent shows, shark tank is the only one that works. Weird... » Continue Reading
So my house is getting fumigated, and my boyfriend and I are staying at my dad's place in the meantime and it's so awkward! Also I just found out that my boyfriend has been using my toothbrush the whole time. When I asked him about it, he was like why does it matter I spit in your mouth. LOL he's not wrong but how weird! I guess just couple things. Anyways I'm at my dad's and it's weird becau » Continue Reading
I'm getting my car fixed finally! This will finally behind me and I won't be so paranoid. It's wild that things in reality are real like this. I had bad thoughts last night, I keep reviewing conversations in my head from my past. How people don't even know about my past. It's wild how people are people. idk thoughts. » Continue Reading
I spent the last week reflecting on dying it. Gonna be too much of a hassle, I really do what a change though, but I work an office job and my job is my only source of income. So maybe just more hidden tattoos :) » Continue Reading
So yesterday with my car issue, I'm getting it fixed later this week, god bless. I hate having things broken. The only thing broken in my life should be my mind not my stuff! Today at work the A/C is off and of course I'm wearing leggings so I'm sweating up a storm. So I always hate how therpists are like journal, but my handwriting is so ugly and I cry about how I don't have pretty girly handwr... » Continue Reading
Why is driving a thing, like why can't we just do super vampire speed everywhere. I hate driving! it's expensive and dangerous and everything!!! Driving is stupid! This weekend a guy scratched my car and left me with just 500 bucks to fix it. I guess that's what I get for working next to a bar... Anyways now I have to fix this because I'm a perfectionist and now that » Continue Reading
As much as I want to be my past scene queen, I work in an office being a dumb adult now. So hopefully I walk out with a semi edgy look that's passable for my bosses. Wish me luck! » Continue Reading
I'm going to a salon for the first time in over a year! I want to get a balayage but I don't want to look basic. My usual look is to be Kristin Stewart in her twilight era. I'm very nervous of looking "normal" But we will see! Wish me luck. » Continue Reading