There no telling what will make you feel whole again, or when. is it food or the touch of someone else's hand? Is it screaming at someone saying "YOU ARENT GOOD ENOUGH" just to make yourself feel better ; whole again. Nothing , Nothing fills you up , so you wish and hope that you get your answer. It never comes to you, so you keep yourself busy to distract you from your mind going back and fourth.... » Continue Reading
Thursday April 15th, 2021 9:04 pm When i get out the shower i will put on lotion. The lotion was called Beautiful Day from bath & body works , but today wasnt that lol. i woke up this morning feeling different but i noticed that the sun that shines in my face wasnt there today. The rain made me feel so blahish today and i couldnt shake it. ive been attempting to keep myself busy but that only work... » Continue Reading
There is something about noticing things about the person you like. You take a step back and examine their body language. You want to move and look away but you feet are stuck to the ground and your eyes planted on him or her in fear you might miss something. Yet you stand there in amazement as your significant other dances with their friends. You even feel a little bit silly because the thought ... » Continue Reading
Wednesday April 14th 6:49pm There are so many more worse things that are happening in the world right now i get that, but i am human. Day two without a car but im completely fi » Continue Reading