Nothing Satisfying

There no telling what will make you feel whole again, or when. is it food or the touch of someone else's hand? Is it screaming at someone saying "YOU ARENT GOOD ENOUGH" just to make yourself feel better ; whole again. Nothing , Nothing fills you up , so you wish and hope that you get your answer. It never comes to you, so you keep yourself busy to distract you from your mind going back and fourth. You keep search and seem to come up with nothing. This feeling is close to someone got feeling the same way about you. It leave you feeling incomplete and raw.