June 3rd, maybe at 11 AM or 12 PM. I was at a fireworks show with Aroura. There was bohemian and witch like stands where you can buy crystal or arts. Christina controlled the crystal area (remember this). I went to the crystal area just to look cause I had no money, and talked to Christina a bit. She acted like she didn't wanna talk or was gonna be mean at first, almost nervous I suppose. Few ho... » Continue Reading
Everything's so loud. The crowd around me, the people socializing and buying from the small shops, the loud talking on phones or with family. Walking around is a dread, it's like a room full of Pinkie'Pies, loud and obnoxious. I cut into a corner, people tripping over me like I'm nothing, not a "sorry" coming out of their big mouths. Everyone's stupid. No manners, nothing, all they do is care abou... » Continue Reading
Everything sucks, I hate it all.. I hate being seen like I'm an actual person. I hate being talked to like I'm an actual person. I fucking hate it, I hate how aggressive I am, I hate me, I hate me so much. Everyone's so ignorant, I hate humans, they are a fucked up hell of a specie, and I hate my life, why the fuck am I this way? Why couldn't I be a dog or something? What I was supposed to be, but... » Continue Reading
Left and right, idiots and smarts, unfortunately in this world dumb can't act smart but smart can act dumb. So I try to keep calm, no emotion to not be pointed out as a dumb, and people underestimate that. I sit tall and speak back, I'm arrogant, I slouch and take it, I'm an idiot. I act like myself and I'm weird, I act like someone else and I'm a copy-cat, I don't act like anything and act as if ... » Continue Reading