How long can I continue to keep up with this. We're fine as it is but I can't stop that gutwretching feeling that keeps coming out of nowhere, that feeling that I failed. Not as a girlfriend but as a person, I failed myself. I was shown many signs, many reasons but I stayed—for what? I dont know too, I wasn't sure what I was thinking. Some part of me would like to think that I thought he will chan... » Continue Reading
I feel like nothing is fun anymore, the same old games i used to play, those songs I used to sing along to, hell even those hobbies I had growing up. I just feel burnt out as fuck, maybe its the whole "You should be more responsible" dawning at me, maybe growing older tainted something in me. As a kid I kept saying I can't wait to grow up but nowadays I just wish for simpler times and I know I ha... » Continue Reading