I don’t hate much in this world. No matter what happens, I tend to find ways to love it or at least understand. I might understand even those thing which I consider horrendous. I will never support those, but I might understand why they exist. » Continue Reading
I’ve been quite depressed lately. Either because my pills don’t work well all the time, or perhaps because these days were harder than usual ones. I ask myself a lot these days, but I don’t know if I actually have any desire to answer those ques » Continue Reading
I can never understand what my feelings are. I can never understand if I just feel lonely and need more attention from my lover, or maybe I’m just too anxious and covered in fears, so as a result everything that might make me question my relati » Continue Reading
Oh how I crave to speak. There was never anything more interesting to me but emotions, feelings, thoughts. I want to speak, to write, to tell. » Continue Reading
Someimes it really sucks not to know a thing about yourself. I'm non-binary. Probably agender because I don't like associating myself with a man nor a woman. It's honestly hard to associate myself with something binary and physical. It is much easier to describe myself as a song or a feeling or nature. Something not human-like. But as a resu » Continue Reading
Do you also have a thing that you're just like a dog when it's about social communication? Like when I see someone and they raise their palm for a high five - I immediately forget anything and just think about how to give that high five properly, what limb do I use, the right or the left one, now or in a few seconds...And the person might be the kitten eater or whatever I swear. Like they give a c... » Continue Reading