I fucking hate myself because of how pathetic I am. I do everything so my mom can praise me just once in my life. I tried everything and so tired of acting like someone I am not. Could she at least try to act like she cares about my choices too? I hate everything that reminds me of myself and everything that I am supposed to be. I am so tired of life. Just when I stop self harming people find a w... » Continue Reading
I hate making people I love cry. I hate myself too tbh these days it feels like my family would be better if they didnt have to deal with me. » Continue Reading
I hate money. I hate that we make things so easily. I hate factories. I hate rich people. And their laugh like there isn't millions of homeless people. I hate how life isn't equal that we have to suffer because our dad isn't a billionaire. "Work and you will be rich too" yeah buddy sure. Why do we have to work our ass off just to make a few people billionaire? They fuck the world all over and we h... » Continue Reading
I feel like I kill my future self every time I don't study or work. It's such a waste of time to have fun for me. I don't want to think this way, but I can't stop thinking about it. I don't know what I want to be or do. I am surviving instead of living, and it tires me out. I hate that I don't have anything to make me feel motivated. I know suicide isn't a solution. It's a problem in my brain. H... » Continue Reading
Without antidepressants I feel like I will lose myself. I think I will collapse the moment I step out of my house. And I can't trust anyone with anything. I want to burst into tears all of sudden. But when I take them I feel like I am watching a movie without the sound on. Everything is fogged. My mind, my friends words.. I don't know what to do. » Continue Reading
I hate sun so much. It's literally giving me a headache. I hate that we can't turn down the brightness of our lives. I can't put on sunglasses cause I already have glasses. Help » Continue Reading
I literally don't want to be a human at all. I feel like my skin is a prison to me. I hate having friends family and any connection. I just want to be free from anything. I don't want to die. I just wanna live. Like it's the only thing I wanna do. » Continue Reading