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Scared to become a caregiver

Category: Life

I've been working for almost 4 years now, started right out of high school. I've also been taking college classes off and on during those years as well (I compulsively drop classes due to my OCD, which is why it's been taking me so long). I'm still figuring shit out but I've pretty much narrowed my career options to 3: Pharmacist, Speech-language pathologist, or a nurse.  I obviously need healthca... » Continue Reading

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Used my first dbt skill

Category: Life

I don't have BPD or anything, but I do struggle with emotional regulation, conflict avoidance, poor moods, etc. I figured some DBT skills would be useful (I also have diagnosed OCD, but I'm currently rawdogging it due to no therapy). I found a DBT workbook on Internet Archive and I've been going through it. One of the kills is basically doing opposite actions to whatever emotion you're experiencin... » Continue Reading

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I love saving house/garden inspo on Pinterest as if I'll ever afford one lmao

Category: Life

I'm 22 and still live with my parents and sleep on a twin bed :P The average rent in my city is 2000 USD/month for a single bedroom apartment. I'm so cooked it's not even funny. I love being delulu and dreaming about having a house to decorate one day though.  My dream house:  Small (single floor is okay) painted either a muted pink, or purple with white trim. Native plant garden with a meadow typ... » Continue Reading

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Mini vent

Category: Life

I remember a convo with my former friend from last year ish I think? Basically I complained that it seems like when it comes to mental health, people really only care about mild forms of general anxiety and depression (not that those aren't problems ofc, it's just that as soon as things become severe people are less supportive lmao). Anyways they went on to talk about an experience they had doing ... » Continue Reading

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Missed first math class of the new quarter :L

Category: Life

When I was signing up for classes I'm not able to see which campus the class is held at, I just assumed the one I picked was at  the usual math building on the main one. Well it's not, it's in the newer building that's roughly 30min (by car no traffic) from my house. Was dreading it already. Well my clothes didn't fucking dry and were still pretty much soaked when I took them out to get ready. My ... » Continue Reading

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Man works sucks

Category: Life

Yesterday was rough, it was hot outside and super fucking busy because day before Easter and shit. It was so busy I couldn't even stand in the aisle to stock the candy I was working on. Some lady spilled her drink and when another associate went to clean it people were BUMPING HER with their shopping carts. Also understaffed because management has been sending people from my department to other pa... » Continue Reading

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It's been so long since I played MC that I didn't realize they changed how baby animals look

Category: Life

Def a massive improvement, but I legit thought these were like new mobs or something when I saw them on a banner. The baby chickens looking like actual chicks is so cute omgg » Continue Reading

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Trying to make the polly pocket bluebird castle playset in MC

Category: Life

This is what I'm attempting to recreate:  It's going okay so far, but trying to make the back heart shaped has be » Continue Reading

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Random anecdote from former friendship

Category: Life

2ish years back I think? My former friend had been talking about how they struggled with e-stalking their ex. I suggested that since they wanted to decrease their social media use anyways they could try an app/website blocker to block said site for a couple days out of the week.  Well anyways they got like super upset/intense with me lol. Sent a whole ass paragraph telling me that I didn't underst... » Continue Reading

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Survival mode in MC is boring af

Category: Life

Trying to get back into MC, and survival mode (solo) is boring af.  Now I'm putting TNT everywhere and blowing everything up.  I do plan on recreating LPS/Barbie playsets in my flat world though - I think I'm just going to build random shit in creative mode than trying to play the actual game. MC is probably way more fun if you're playing with other people :L  » Continue Reading

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Taco bell is mid again, time to delete doordash for the 1000th time

Category: Life

I'm a fast food addict who likes spending my meager funds on bullshit food. My taco bell order was mid af so now it's time to delete the app for the millionth time to purge myself.  » Continue Reading

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I vented way too much to my former friend

Category: Life

In my previous friendship I vented way too much to them if I'm being honest. Part of it was because I had no one else to talk to so I kinda felt the urge to just spill everything constantly - like an itch needing to be scratched. I'm super embarrassed by it. Obviously still going to vent as much as I please here because why not, but I'm def not doing this in any future relationships I have.  I str... » Continue Reading

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