been so busy with work. when does it end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope to update on my garden and..more eventful things. scary!! conversing and socializing is scary!! but im making progress and i think it is going well. i will be updating...soon! hopefully. :-) so long and goodnight! (disclaimer: this blog is for an oc story. none of it » Continue Reading
the peonies and azaleas are in full force!! im proud of them. they're doing rly well. im saving up for some more seeds. ill get to carve my own homegrown pumpkin this autumn!! im really excited for that. things are looking up! :-) » Continue Reading
i went back today to try and talk to him again AH?????????????????? i watched him for probably too long waiting to make sure he wasn't busy because, why in the world would i interrupt. retail sux enough as is. so i went to pay and *tried* to say "hey you're super cool!". emphasis on tried. i think i stuttered 80 times in the word hi alone. then i dropped my card. and when i went to get it i hit my... » Continue Reading
so i did end up going shopping... the cashier was like, so cool?????? i got really nervous. but he was really cool. he was listening to mcr but his headphones were rly loud so i tried to say something about it but i forgot how words work. i dont think i actually said anything thinking back on it. but thats OK. maybe. i may go back. or never show my face again. IDK yet. cyz!! » Continue Reading
i got hired to work at toys r us last week. its been... interesting, i guess? theres a lot of nice people but a lot more screaming kids... overall nice experience. im making money so that counts for something :P i want to try and make friends for once but... im not great at that. i dunno. may go shopping later. i need more clothes... cya guyz !! :P » Continue Reading