"it's sad girl season"
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i know i'm getting close to burn out because every tiny thing is really irritating me way more than it should. especially with works which is super weird because it's a temporary assignment so i shouldn't even care and it's from home and it pays well and it's actually hella chill but like every time i get a teams message from someone i want to scream and i do think part of that is anxiety leftover... » Continue Reading
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idk what's going on with me and this job this time around. so many small things are irritating me. i'm starting to get phone anxiety again, i think mainly because i have no idea what i'm talking about when i have to do the calls so i'm just kinda hoping i have to do them less. people were like "yay learning a new thing" and i'm like okay sure but i'm a temp, just let me do my one thing that i do s... » Continue Reading
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this blog thing i thought i would attempt would probably be more interesting/easier to do if i actually like. did anything worthwhile. i feel like i don't even have thoughts at this point. like. when did i become this. » Continue Reading
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it's my birthday and one of the cats passed away in the night. i'm just happy he went on his own, and at home. rest in peace sweet prince. » Continue Reading
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no one told me how utterly depressing it is to have a nice long four day weekend and then have to go back to work at the end of it?? gross. so far that's something i miss about retail hell, i didn't know what a long weekend was, always had to work them, so i couldn't be sad about it. » Continue Reading
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my brain was all over the place at work today. i just did *not* want to sit there and focus. i've started thinking more about what i might do once my dad dies. i have no solid plan. but i've never had plans for anything really, shit just kind of happens and you have to go with it. my tattoo artist has some cancellations for this weekend so maybe i can fill a spot idk. meh. » Continue Reading
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thinking about turning this into a diary and trying to write something each day. or week. or couple of days. or something. maybe it will be something to look back on to see if i've grown. or not. or i might not even do it. who knows. » Continue Reading
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don't even care that you won't talk to me. i assume you have your reasons. i'm just glad you're alive. » Continue Reading
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i still listen to our song every day at the moment. i'll still get our matching tattoo. even if i'm getting it alone. stars and satellites, baby. i miss you. please let it stick this time. please. » Continue Reading
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your mom messaged me today. you're in jail again. none of us are sure what's going to happen this time. but at least. i know where you are. » Continue Reading
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maybe she isn't part of my future. maybe she is my lesson in letting go. » Continue Reading
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