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no one is like you
Category: Writing and Poetry
the more and more i get to know people, the more i realize how unique you are » Continue Reading
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"i love you"
Category: Writing and Poetry
The words "I love you" sounded the best when you said it to me. » Continue Reading
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because of you
Category: Writing and Poetry
because of you, i notice the signs early because of you, i cried every single day because of you, i didn't feel like i was alone anymore because of you, i think twice about opening up because of you, i'm scared everyone else will leave because of you, i discovered my favourite bands because of you, i'm someone who i don't recognize, yet still feels right because of you, i treat people better becau... » Continue Reading
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you're still here, you're still gone
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'll always spot you in a room full of a million people i'll always know which text is yours if i was showed a million screenshots the words that are used by constantly everyone sound different when they come from you it's really hard to let go even when i delete your contact from my phone, i'll still know that i once clicked on your contact multiple times a day. it's like i know you're there, wh... » Continue Reading
symbiosis
Category: Writing and Poetry
a concept i learned in grade 8 types of interactions: mutualism, commensalism, parasitism. mutualism: both benefit from the interaction commensalism: one benefits, the other is unharmed & does not benefit parasitism: one benefits while the other is harmed but what's it called when both are harmed? competition. that's what it felt like. a competition. in many ways. whether it was me competing fo... » Continue Reading
contradictory
Category: Writing and Poetry
i look for you in everything, yet i find you in nothing » Continue Reading
looking back.
Category: Writing and Poetry
you were the rain i prayed for, but now i am drowning. you were the tide that pulled me in, but now i am lost at sea. i kept watering the plant, hoping it would grow, but it drowned in my hands. the water trickled down my knuckles, down my arms, hitting the ground beneath me as the soil soaked it up. the water didn't stop coming down, reminding me of how i did too much but cared too little. i wasn... » Continue Reading
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QUOTE
Category: Writing and Poetry
"it's like you made flowers grow in my lungs and although they are beautiful i cannot breathe anymore." » Continue Reading
a new perspective
Category: Writing and Poetry
sometimes everything in my life feels so unreal. different versions of me at different times talk to each other, relive certain things, as if acting like i was someone else and redoing them sends me back to a different time. i'll look back at stuff that i did before something bad happened, just to see how happy and unsuspecting i was. or sometimes i'll look at pictur » Continue Reading
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6192 hours
Category: Writing and Poetry
i wish i could be discreet about this whole thing, write entries and post them without it being abundantly clear it’s about you. write in metaphors, like we always did, like speaking a language only we could understand. it’s not real anymore, by “it” I mean us. you’re just the lingering thought on the tip of my tongue, always there for me to talk about whenever I get the chance. i » Continue Reading