I feel a lot better this past few days. The air no longer taste like sand. The steps no longer sharp. The nature seems oodly comforting. I feel calmer. I am growing up. I am safe here. I am alive. Even though I dont feel so. » Continue Reading
I love my father. But i love my second father too. Mads mikkelsen. Im so jealous of his daughter. But life goes on. No matter how bad your father, biologically he is still your father. No, my father is a great man. He's there, always, maybe, sometimes, but he's not there. Watching those videos when the daughter is already 20+ but still so close to her father. My breath hitch on my throat. And salt... » Continue Reading
This is not targeted, this is a form of awareness. Please read carefully. You know its bad when you start isolate yourself. Wanting to be left alone but actually need a hug. Life is not about living, it's about surviving, knowing how to survive the situation. By being an extrovert you get a lot of benefits. From friends to lovers. By being a » Continue Reading
I never feel lucky in my entire life yet. These past 2 weeks i never felt anything, not happy or sad. Everything just felt wrong, everything, anything, anyone, all of it. Just trying to live and my head feels so heavy like it was pushed into the deep of the ocean. It feel heavy and shallow to just take a breathe and try to be a better person. Everyone knows that, but not everyone feel the same. Ju... » Continue Reading
Oh how i love this man... Words cannot describe how gorgeous this man is... I never interact or even talk to him... How sad... I never realized how much i need him until... Until i am no longer in that school... I should've keep my heart to myself... I don't... I can't share it anymore... He's so imperfect... But he's anything but a heart breaker... Dear heaven... I miss my angel... {A slice of m » Continue Reading
My cat name is Pablo and Loki. Pablo likes to bite and sleep a lot, he really likes to eat wet food and bite people's leg including mine! I've had him since a mother cat suddenly brought her only healthy kitten to my house, and then for a few months the mother disappear and Pablo stays. Loki is a good kitty, he likes to play and okay to be showered and he got staring problem. He keep looking at me... » Continue Reading