"chasing my tail"
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seriously whats wrong with me. Mar I miss you so much every day and you're the only person for me. I hope we can both become better people. I hope we talk to each other again. I have been doing a lot (a little) research and I believe I have a cluster b personality disorder. I have not been treating this right at all. Just going on and on and on trying to talk to new people so that i dont have to ... » Continue Reading
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I guess i learned a lot of lessons there. it was souper boring but whatever. I went because of suicidal ideation or something. I leaerned that there are things out of my control but to go with the flow (thats what i've been doing). theres lots of stories i can tell about the people and what not but i kinda wanna forget it (besides for telling my irls). Yesterday I overdosed on celexa, that was not... » Continue Reading
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my life is soooooooooo iaosmdiowamsimd 1st semester of college is done, i mostly cheated anyway. hopefully with more in person classes ill actually be able to talk to normal people. Not to say im not weird, but the people in my only in person class were showing off swatztikas and stuff. fucking losers. my grades weren't that bad, weren't that great either, i dont really care though. Personal life ... » Continue Reading
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Left my mama's house because they didn't want me there anymore. I had already come out to my dad anyway. My mom was safe, but I knew they wouldn't like it/ accept it. I think Maslow's hierarchy of needs is true, adding in the trans factor makes it so you need this base factor satisfied. Something almost unsolvable. Its like a hurdle right now, and you can never tell when youre gonna get over it. ... » Continue Reading
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My bumass private christian skool chapter of my life will end in 20-30 days. This is great, but what am i gonna do after. I don't have too many friends, especially those in person. My college plan has also gone away due to finances and honestly thats not too upsetting, just kind of suprising. I figure with everything going to shit in the world, right now wouldn't be the best time to go to college ... » Continue Reading
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Bro i want to get a haircut so bad. I just don't want a bummy man haircut. ;( Im just gonna wait for my hair to grow out, and once im out of school i'll be able to dye it. My genes for hair growth and fullness are very good! :) I've been thinking a lot recently about hair, and it not being visible to others. On the back of my head its very important for me to see that it fills in, but i don't kn... » Continue Reading
Category: News and Politics
We all feel fear and love, had our heart soar and our heart break. No person or thing is above these qualities. Any idol you hold, is no more then yourself. You can take inspiration and admiration for qualities or decisions, but you must recognize them in the same standing as yourself. The only difference separating you from your idol is inaction. You don't have to have the same personality, or th... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Currently I am karaokeing with friends over the phone, life has been very good. Tool is a very good singer! What a rockstar truly. Im sure in another world we'd be in a band bahahaha! Many of my friends and me would be in a band. In another would be the zombie apocalypse surely, maybe we wouldn't all make it in that universe. Either way the thought of us being continuous one way or another stands... » Continue Reading
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So recently this boy has been fawning over me. Hes really homophobic, like any time he can he makes jabs about "woke people". But he is very clearly superbally interested in me (AMAB). He keeps walking up to me and speaking (we have little to nothing in common), and I am not particularly nice to him (nor mean). He is looked down upon because hes very effeminate, and also annoyingly overconfident i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
So this is my first time on SpaceHey (Hi guys!) I freaking found two profile pictures, theyre really really bummy. I did the little thing, and it said yessir! profile picture coming up! and its been like an hour and my sole friend on SpaceHey Luca said, "HURRY THE F- UP" and im like ahh man! So now im in a rush and im getting bullied because of this app! Anyway I waws drinking Mighty Mango smoothi... » Continue Reading
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