An unfavorable interaction has spiraled into something bigger than myself, and it is causing mild concern. People come and go, but I'd rather some people stay longer. The whole ordeal really was blown out of proportion, but I cannot just expected be to deal with someone's overly pretentions, pessimistic worldview that has nothing to do with me. How could someone be so op » Continue Reading
It isn't the gratest feeling: wanting but not having the strenghth to act on it. There always seems to be something I'm yearning for, something that won't let me die so suddenly, but it's never close enough for me to touch. I've drank nothing but Sprite and alcohol for about a week and a half, occasionally ingesting oil paint from under my fingernails. I'm starting to wonder when I will rise from ... » Continue Reading
I've really been enjoying reading through other people's blogs on here, there is something so different about lurking around a blogging site than there is lurking on an average social medium; it feel a little less shallow, so to speak. I wish I had as much to say as everyone else does, but I'm plagued with a constant fatigue in the winter that makes it mostly impossible to do anything. There's t... » Continue Reading