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❤️for future Adiba: I hope you're healthy and doing well. so, a lot happened but at least I'm in a better place now. Adiba is so back bby, we are also helping the lil version of Adiba. we have no one close rn like no close connections. and no one to update about every little thing. not active on socials either. a lot of irl people confessed, we did kinda have a thing for » Continue Reading
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Life has changed a lot. My CA fnd exams start from 18th Jan, I'm not prepared. I've been feeling numb yet attached idk what I'm feeling really. I hope this passes soon and I find myself again I need adiba back. So about health updates we found out we have IBS in August then in December we also found out that we have TB and we've had it for a while like 2 years. We are in uni. Trying to gain weight... » Continue Reading
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Im gonna cut a lot and very deep. And strangle myself till I die. If I fail to die I'll over dose on mum's meds » Continue Reading
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I have this online friend of mine (not anymore ig). And I've always been there for him when he had to vent and tried my best to help him out. But after months when I tried talking about my hallucinations and shi like that he said it doesn't seem normal and started ghosting me...☹️. Im not saying that he was obliged to listen to my vent just cause I listened to his, but not ghosting me was the bare... » Continue Reading
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My ears are full of some goofy music, I thought it was playing on my phone until I checked. The music is playing in both my ears 🧍🏻♀️. It's some goofy ahh trumpet and horns kinda funny. » Continue Reading
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IM JOURNALING HERE SO WHATEVER It's sooooooooo lonely 😞. thing, Days keep passing by with 0 memories about them. But somehow it's only been 3 days 28 MORE DAYS TO GO 👹👹👹👹. I realised I don't really have people to talk to. WHEN WILL THIS END. I keep urging so bad to sh. I should start adding my sketches on here hmmm... Chooby is still alive btw, lol I think I grow attached quit » Continue Reading
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Ermmm.... Day 2 of my ass being lonely. » Continue Reading
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The demons are here, jts terrifying i can't breathe. I wish I could talk to someone about these demons. Would people leave me if I told them ?? It's lonely i wish it wasn't so hard to talk about this. » Continue Reading
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The first time I started hearing voices and seeing shadows was last year. It slowly faded away, but these days it's been happening again and this evening it was at peak. I kept seeing cats coming towards me and disappearing. While studying I was hearing two people talk and laugh I couldn't make out where the voices were coming from cause it was equally loud in both my ears. To check if I w » Continue Reading
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Just came back from school. I felt so shitty at school, was so lonely even tho my friends were there. I do love them and they were engaging in convos with me, yet I didn't feel connected as if I was never present there to begin with. It didn't feel real, even faking a laugh was hard, I was so numb. » Continue Reading
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I keep getting nightmares almost every night and they are just straight up disgusting sometimes, it's horrible. Most of the times it's me getting raped by people ik irl or demons. Sometimes these dreams are incest. It's terrifying and it's hard to get those scenes out of my head:-\. » Continue Reading
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