"readinggg"
19, Genderfluid, INFP and socially awkward
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I never really wanted to fall in love. Love is a fickle thing, it requires you to shed your armour and pull down the walls you built around your heart. I hated the concept of it, but I am a hypocrite deep down. I love love . Love to me is when you let the person in through a bond that cuts deeper than your slitted wrists. It was a terrible thing that I caught feelings for you. You are my best frie... » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
Honestly? I don't how to use this website but I'm still learning. I might write poetries here or ask for advice from alt people because I'm new to the whole thing and I really want to be a part of the community? Because it's hard to find alternative people in my country. Well, I mean, I could go on a hunt, which sounds much better than complaining about it. Either way, I think I'm going to enjoy u... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
TW: Talks of suicide attempt. Okay, so I really like this song from The Black Parade album. But at the same time, I have a connection to this song because as crazy as this might sound, I tried to end my life to this song. Yeah, fucking weird, I know. The lyrics were oddly soothing to me during the stages of my dark thoughts. It felt like the song was sung as a last ode to the end of someone's life... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I have had this issue going on since last year? Turning 18 made me discover a lot of things about myself. I had a lot of self-reflection going on up until now. Okay, so my problem isn't that big and it isn't the end of the world just because I feel like I'm slighted every day by family and friends for being different in an environment where people are open-minded a bit but not by much. I was alway... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I don't know how to say this without sounding like a miserable piece of shit, but I am a miserable piece of shit, no lie. This year, a lot has happened and the year is going to come to an end soon, marking a new beginning. I have no idea what my problems are (I know, but I choose to not acknowledge them much), and it's making things worse for me. My mood swings are terrible and I feel endlessly em... » Continue Reading
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