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After years of struggling it feels odd to realise that things that i thought were my personality traits were just my symptoms.. am i only an empty shell? » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
After years of struggling it feels odd to realise that things that i thought were my personality traits were just my symptoms.. am i only an empty shell? » Continue Reading
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i keep seeing glimpses of myself on reflexive surfaces and grimacing. having to own a physical body is starting to disgust me again. my own skin and bones makes me ick. i'm starting to get irritated when people look at me. i can't numb the feeling and run away anymore but i also can't handle seeing myself. i just need a month to feel alright again. just one month to go by fast. » Continue Reading
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they keep going places i do not want them to. i find myself trying to stop them again after a long while. i am trying just to feel the wave of emotions and let them go but i find that the most useless ones keep lingering behind. » Continue Reading
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I've never had such a long day. It is a never-ending cycle of me waiting for the day to end only for the next day to arrive. Every day follows each other on exactly the same rhytm. I believe I should believe in small things to make me happy. They get fewer everyday but I'm trying to hold onto them with all my might. I will always try to find them in my days. It's the only way I know how to surviv... » Continue Reading