for conext, i have a little boy bunny named rosemary. he is my best friend and i wish he could live forever. i wish all my loved ones could live forever. but existence is kind of torturous. but i cant bear it without them... and not that death is horrible, it is a kind of gentle mercy, in my opinion. but the thought of living life without everyone and everything i love is so incre » Continue Reading
ITS FNALLY OVER!! WE DID IT CHAT!!! i was super dry and then he eventually stopped texting me! Ws IN CHAT!!! i thought we left off on good terms because it just fizzeled out but ig not because he went out of his way to stop sharing his location with me which is like fine but also thats something so miniscule and stupid...like blocking someone on spotify yk? me noticing that is just crazy though. t... » Continue Reading
jeff buckley when i catch you. oh my fucking god he was right it really is never over WHAT THE ACTUAL MOTHERFUCKING FUCK im so sick of this PLEASE JUST END I NEED IT TO BE OVER but im a weak person and also neurodivergent and incapable of holding grudges. one good apology and im back bruh. hes too good at apologizing and then i raised my grievances and the next day he actually fixed the problem (... » Continue Reading
hi guys so actually so much has happened since my last update, its kind of insane. would lore drop but theres just seriously so much. but i will say its over! like seriously over this time like it is OVER.... basically i said some things....he said some things.... and the people who have watched this entire situation unravel for months dont think i was being a bitch but i kind of feel like one. n... » Continue Reading
in retrospect my last blog post is actually fucking hilarious because oooooh girl. so to update, in the hours following my last post, this is what happened: -he told me he got this girls number (whom he kept mentioning on the basis that he thought she was pretty, but i didnt think it would go anywhere) -on the ride home, he kept referring to her as his "future gf" -i tweaked out -i rewatched video... » Continue Reading
this is the first time ive had a plausible crush in so long. like wow omg we actually hang out 1 on 1 and talk every day!! im not just being crazy and delusional about a guy at my school (well i am but it has some evidence to support me) IM GOATED!! OH AND I JUST REMEMBERED hes driving me home today perhaps and perhaps we will hang out too!! IM SO GOATEDDDDDDDDDDDD oh but i did just remember liter... » Continue Reading
Okay, so, truthfully, this isn't my main blog. I actually have another blog that I post real media analyses on, but it's for a school project. I'm wondering if I should start posting those blog posts on here too? idk, just a thought :P lmk if you have any opinions! (p.s. please keep in mind im just a stupid teenager so these blog posts will NOT be good.) » Continue Reading